The Waiting Game

I am finally rested from our first two fundraisers. I am just sitting here, because I have nothing to do.  Well, I have plenty to do, clean house, wash clothes, pull weeds, plant and figure out how to raise money.  But I have no paper work to do right now.  For weeks, it seemed like there wasn't enough time in the day for all the paper work and now I just sit.  I so wish there was someway to speed this up.  I want to get Clare here ASAP.  I want to get all her medical needs met, so we can move on to the important stuff, enjoying life, teaching her to reach for HER dreams and how important she is to everyone around her.  I want her to be hugged and kissed daily, even though I know she probably already is, she is in a wonderful healing home.  I want to be the one doing it!!!  For now I have to be content with pictures and dreams.  It is so hard to just sit here.  I can honestly say, it is just as hard as trying to decide if we should take this journey.  Here are some new pictures of Clare and I know this is going to be a wonderful journey. 

Looking at these pictures, I can just see the attitude.  Like leave me alone, I don't want to smile. 

I'm playing here, go away.

Finally:  Okay, I am smiling.  Take the picture and get out of here!!!!

She so reminds me of my other children, she will so fit in so well here.

Suzanne